Sunday, 4 October 2009

Still here ....

Blogging is reluctantly on the backburner. My head is a mess and it is taking me all my time to try to keep at work and be relatively human for my husband when I get home. Only 10 days till I get to see the specialist....I'm not holding my breath.

The word for the week is "thwarted". Everything I do seems to take twice as long as it ought to and is usually full of mistakes.

Bizarrely, I'm also filling up with jealousy and rage over someone/something so totally undeserving that I feel nothing but disgust for myself. But as I was thwarted in my attempts to get to confession this morning, I will not reveal the reasons why.

Many of us seem to be facing battles at the moment. Faith, Hope and Charity will see us through.



St Michael, pray for us.

3 comments:

mum6kids said...

It's when you are already struggling that the dafter temptations seem to hit all the harder.
I go through this sort of thing far too often.
*sigh* This trying to be holy malarky is just so hard!
One day at a time.

catholicconvert said...

You and your husband remain in my prayers. I do hope the appointment with the specialist goes well :-)

Mrs.Pogle said...

Praying for you, dear Sister!

"Dear Saint Rita, model wife and widow, you yourself suffered in a long illness showing patience out of love for God. Teach us to pray as you did. Many invoke you for help, full of confidence in your intercession. Deign to come now to our aid for the relief and cure of (Rita). To God all things are possible; may this healing give glory to the Lord. Amen."

Mrs.P xx